Showing posts with label loss. Show all posts
Showing posts with label loss. Show all posts

Sunday, August 19, 2018

Plans

I had a plan for today.  I was going to go to the annual festival.  The weather is supposed to be pretty much perfect, and I’ve been very good about resting lately.  But I also had plans for yesterday, and those plans did not include a bad allergic reaction to the cat.  

It wasn’t the worst reaction I’ve ever had; I wasn’t doing the, “Am I going to have to go to the hospital this time?” choice.  It was just bad. There was sneezing, coughing, wheezing, congestion, sinus pain, a fever, exhaustion, and no sleep. My lungs are still iffy. The forest fire smoke is supposed to have cleared away by now, but I am still allergic to most of the outdoors, and to put myself in them for hours while suffering a significant allergy hangover seems really unwise.  

If I didn’t have to go to work tomorrow, I would seriously consider doing it anyway.  I haven’t been up to the festival in a couple of years. I was going to go in time to actually see all the things I’ve always wanted to see instead of being restricted by other people’s timetables and interests.  It was going to be glorious. I had it all planned.

Maybe next year.

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

the dilemma

Why is it
that the co-workers
I like most always
leave me? 
                 I suppose
the solution to this
problem is to stop
liking the bright,
competent, ambitious
ones, but
                I don't think
that's really possible
or even
a good idea.